7 years back I had no business with
God, was not interested in any God, and did not have much respect for people who were obsessed with
God. For me, they were moving in blind faith and called that devotion, service and knowledge.
They relied on certain scriptures
about whose origin no one knew anything about. No one knew who wrote them, why did they write and
from where they got that information. Instead of examining the contents dispassionately and putting
them to the test in an objective way, the authority demanded that we should never doubt them, that
we should revere them, and we should blindly follow them.
I saw the madness all around me, the
drama, the control, the manipulation, the dominance and how the humans were exploited in the name of
God. I saw the rise of the biggest business, the multiple mega enterprises called religion, that
so skillfully kept on expanding using the concept of God that the best multinationals were
no match for them and needed to learn from them.
Neither did I have any respect for the
spiritual people, masters and gurus who had certain mystical experiences and then came into the
business of acquiring followers with their oratory skills, deep knowledge, compassion and magnetic
personalities.
I saw suffering all around me, in those who failed, those
who succeeded, those who had nothing, and those who had everything. I felt a deep conspiracy all
around me, but could never find out what that was.
I saw the futility of all the
solutions given through religion and spirituality because I saw the suffering kept growing in this
world. I examined some of the solutions and found them complicated, long-drawn, time-consuming and
unproductive in freeing the human from their suffering.
I was thoroughly disillusioned with
religion, spirituality and the God business. I was passing my time with healing modalities, learning
and teaching them. I found them to be more authentic and productive, than religion and spirituality,
in relieving human suffering, without bringing in any kind of dogma.
Playing with them, my extra sensory
perceptions started growing, and I found I could communicate with the individuals of the unseen
world and go into past lives instantly to gather information about what happened then, because of
which I am suffering now.
I was teaching other modalities, and I
wanted my own modality. With that in mind, I said to the universe what I wanted. At some point,
I started communicating with a being who gave me a modality, which I started teaching. One
women who was psychically evolved in my class told me Shiva was in the class. That confirmed
the information I already knew.
Shiva kept upgrading the techniques
and started sourcing me. Later I was sourced by Krishna, Sai Baba, Mahavatar Babaji and others. I
could connect with anything and anyone and get information from them. And then, one day, no one was
communicating with me. I tried connecting with them but felt like I was connecting with a void. My
head, in which all my communications were happening, became silent.
Days passed, and then, sitting
alone one night, came a clear thought – It’s now time to work for me. I asked who are you? The
answer came – God. I asked which one. The answer came – Supreme.
Having read and known about the mind,
I knew about the hallucinations and delusions the mind can create. Having dealt with the inhabitants
of the non-physical world, from the lower to the higher, from the entities to the deities and to
Shiva, the highest deity, I knew that each one of them was capable of deceiving my mind anyway they
wanted. Having worked and interacted with them, I also knew how they treated the humans and what
kind of experience showed up when they were around.
Unlike other humans who bow down to
the ones whom they revere, I never felt like revering anyone, I was never in awe of anyone. I was
curious to explore them, to know them. I was never ambitious or goal-oriented, and neither I had any
unmet personal needs.
I had no need for any favor from anyone, human or gods. It
wasn’t that my personal life was sorted, in fact, it was a mess, but I didn’t care.
And so started the work of God guiding
me, and the work started taking shape. As the work progressed, the king of the universe contacted me
and tried all ways to ensure I did not work for God, because I was exposing the king and the
deceptions and the hypnosis the king had cast on the humans through materialism, religion and
spirituality.
However, the work evolved and
continued over seven years as a comprehensive message came forth from God. The message was delivered
to the humans through me, whom God calls as the Messenger of God (I have no desire to be that).
You can experience the Grace of God
through God’s Mantra. Try it for 30 days and see some freedom in your pain & suffering; and ease &
peace in your daily living.
