7 years back I had no business with God, was not interested in any God, and did not have much respect for people who were obsessed with God. For me, they were moving in blind faith and called that devotion, service and knowledge.
They relied on certain scriptures about whose origin no one knew anything about. No one knew who wrote them, why did they write and from where they got that information. Instead of examining the contents dispassionately and putting them to the test in an objective way, the authority demanded that we should never doubt them, that we should revere them, and we should blindly follow them.
I saw the madness all around me, the drama, the control, the manipulation, the dominance and how the humans were exploited in the name of God. I saw the rise of the biggest business, the multiple mega enterprises called religion, that so skillfully kept on expanding using the concept of God that the best multinationals were no match for them and needed to learn from them.
Neither did I have any respect for the spiritual people, masters and gurus who had certain mystical experiences and then came into the business of acquiring followers with their oratory skills, deep knowledge, compassion and magnetic personalities.
Their mystical experience gave them the certificate to teach what they were propagating and they became gurus and masters. Most of them did not have their mystical experience by following the methods they were teaching their students.
I saw suffering all around me, in those who failed, those who succeeded, those who had nothing, and those who had everything. I felt a deep conspiracy all around me, but could never find out what that was.
I saw the futility of all the solutions given through religion and spirituality because I saw the suffering kept growing in this world. I examined some of the solutions and found them complicated, long-drawn, time-consuming and unproductive in freeing the human from their suffering.
I was thoroughly disillusioned with religion, spirituality and the God business. I was passing my time with healing modalities, learning and teaching them. I found them to be more authentic and productive, than religion and spirituality, in relieving human suffering, without bringing in any kind of dogma.
Playing with them, my extra sensory perceptions started growing, and I found I could communicate with the individuals of the unseen world and go into past lives instantly to gather information about what happened then, because of which I am suffering now.
I was teaching other modalities, and I wanted my own modality. With that in mind, I said to the universe what I wanted. At some point, I started communicating with a being who gave me a modality, which I started teaching. One women who was psychically evolved in my class told me Shiva was in the class. That confirmed the information I already knew.
Shiva kept upgrading the techniques and started sourcing me. Later I was sourced by Krishna, Sai Baba, Mahavatar Babaji and others. I could connect with anything and anyone and get information from them. And then, one day, no one was communicating with me. I tried connecting with them but felt like I was connecting with a void. My head, in which all my communications were happening, became silent.
Days passed, and then, sitting alone one night, came a clear thought – It’s now time to work for me. I asked who are you? The answer came – God. I asked which one. The answer came – Supreme.
Having read and known about the mind, I knew about the hallucinations and delusions the mind can create. Having dealt with the inhabitants of the non-physical world, from the lower to the higher, from the entities to the deities and to Shiva, the highest deity, I knew that each one of them was capable of deceiving my mind anyway they wanted. Having worked and interacted with them, I also knew how they treated the humans and what kind of experience showed up when they were around.
Unlike other humans who bow down to the ones whom they revere, I never felt like revering anyone, I was never in awe of anyone. I was curious to explore them, to know them. I was never ambitious or goal-oriented, and neither I had any unmet personal needs.
I had no need for any favor from anyone, human or gods. It wasn’t that my personal life was sorted, in fact, it was a mess, but I didn’t care.
And so started the work of God guiding me, and the work started taking shape. As the work progressed, the king of the universe contacted me and tried all ways to ensure I did not work for God, because I was exposing the king and the deceptions and the hypnosis the king had cast on the humans through materialism, religion and spirituality.
However, the work evolved and continued over seven years as a comprehensive message came forth from God. The message was delivered to the humans through me, whom God calls as the Messenger of God (I have no desire to be that).
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