When God came to me, after some time the king also came. Initially, I could not discern the difference between the two and went through a confusing phase. I started working with God in total distrust, disbelief, full of doubts and unwillingness to accept God to be God.
I started carefully observing the effect of the work that I was doing on the humans. I started noticing that they were forwarded more, compared to the work that I was doing with the deities. Hence, I continued.
I started realising God had less interest in humans and more interest in the Souls. Humans had something that God needed, but for which God would have never come to the humans. I realised God had no interest in our multiverse except for the Souls. Nor was God the architect of our religion and spirituality, nor had sourced our holy books.
In His disinterest for the humans, it was a big task for me to extract from God, the Healing Protocols to bring some ease in human life.
God is all allowing, having no respect for moral codes, looking at the holy and the evil as same, telling that all your religion and spirituality is a sham, telling that life inherently is meaningless, that all evolutions are an illusion, that our science is a farce, but appears very serious and progressive and is a good timepass, that we have no free will and are being deceived, beyond our wildest imagination.
The one gift that God gave to the humans who would choose God over the king, is that all our karmas will be cancelled by the time we die, that this will be our last life, and there will be no judgment after death. While we are alive, our storyline will continue as scripted, and God will not change our storyline.
God would never talk about Himself with me. I couldn’t gossip with God.
I couldn’t use God as Google or ChatGPT. God refused to answer questions unless it was relevant to the workshop and delivering the workshop. It’s very important to follow the Will of God in order to remain connected with God.
I wanted humans to become free from their pain and suffering. Initially, I had huge hopes that since now I had the Supreme sourcing me, I can free people. Over the years, I am disillusioned. The tools given do give relief and are superior to other modalities, but don’t give us total freedom. What God gave us was the understanding of how our materialism, religion and spirituality are fooling humans.
I have not seen God, known God or experienced God. I can cognize the presence and absence of God and talk with God in my head telepathically. But I have seen others seeing God, feeling God, having an emotional connection with God, talking with God and being guided by God.
God was a big disappointment for me because I expected too much from God for others.
I tried to change human destiny through God but failed. I tried to use God as a utility but could not. I have no reverence, no feelings for God, nor do I have any use of God in my personal life.
When this game began, for me, it was a game happening between 3 players, God, me and the king, I didn’t know what I was getting into.
It was a chess game happening between God and the king, and both were using me to checkmate each other. In the beginning, I felt God had no chance in the domain of the king, because of His policy of never opposing the king, never using His power against the king and having given the king over 15000 years to meticulously plan out all moves to preempt and block God with a solid wall.
The king had created all kinds of gods for different groups of people and each group believed that theirs was the highest and the best. The king had also given the humans very low awareness and made them full of fear, lust and greed.
The king knew that God would need a human to begin His Work and he made sure no human will be worthy of God’s Work, because a human will always want something for himself or others, and God was going to give them nothing.
The first crack happened when I chose God and agreed to work for God. The crack widened when I rejected the king and his open offer to give me anything I wanted.
The king did not know that I was the human meant for God till God connected with me.
The king did not expect this to happen, particularly when God gave me nothing. I kept slogging for years, seeing the futility of my and God’s Work. It was so frustrating, draining and so many times I almost gave up.
God put in conditions for the humans to follow if they wanted to be with God that the humans were not willing to accept. Word spread that the Workshop is not the place to go. I saw the king winning in a big way.
When I would ask for hope and encouragement from God, God would say only one thing – ‘Follow my Will and never do anything more than what I am telling you to do.’
Then one day, after many years of conducting the Workshops, we crossed the critical mass. Just enough humans had chosen God against all odds. They were the unreasonable humans who went against their comfort zone and latched onto God for no reason. Just 300 people. Now God removed all the conditions for the humans to follow. They could do anything and still bewith God.
The Great Wall, which only had a few minor cracks here and there, started crumbling. God now had the foundation to take the work to the next level. I saw all the carefully laid out plans of the king, being so beautifully turned against the king, used against the king and used to the advantage of God.
I don’t know exactly the whole plan of God, but the little glimpses I saw here and there, I now knew the king was losing. I saw the beautiful way God orchestrated this in the last 7 years, most of which I will not be able to reveal.
I am seeing the helplessness of the king, how the most brilliant mind was outwitted in this game. The king’s meticulous, complex, brilliant and long-drawn plan was demolished by a few simple moves by God, here and there.
Those souls who want to go back Home to God, will now be able to go back. I am blessed to have witnessed this game and being a part of this game. The game is not over. The momentum is building up. But the job is done. The threshold is crossed, the barrier is broken.
As for the humans, not much can be done about them. It’s their destiny to suffer. But, for the humans to be in the space of God, to communicate with God, to feel the presence of God, to have God touch their lives, will be an experience that won’t be available once I leave and in their other lifetimes.